Fingers

Fandom: LotRips
Pairing: Andy Serkis / Thomas Robbins (guy that plays Deagol)
Rating: pg
Disclaimer: Not mine.

Tom still remembers those fingers about his neck. Still remembers the clutching grabbing clawing. It was so completely Gollum, so ungodly and evil and lost. He thinks sometimes when he swallows he can still feel the hurtful pressure constricting. He hated it back then, hated the Gollum-ness.

Except it wasn't Gollum; it was Smeagol all along. And it wasn't death; it was cameras action 'sorry mate' then paycheck.

After hurting, Tom could now almost wish for it, any touch, and just rarely he thoughtfully wraps a hand around his throat. Ponders Smeagol's descent, and thinks he might be going mad.